| Jan. 27th, 2008 @ 10:55 pm Life eh? |
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Current Location: The X Apartment
How I Feel At The Moment:  lonely
What I'm Trying to Sing to: My own voice, Gone by N'Sync
Well, i certainly am enjoying myself, doing random things around the mall, and doing random things to people i don't know in tilt and whatnot. Friday night, i was grabbing some Panda Express at about 8:35, because i was starving so bad i left work. As i was walking back to tilt, there was this guy with loud music, dancing in front of macys. I take a closer look and i recognize the guy, so i go running up to him, i set down my food, and i start dancing against him in the middle of the freakin mall!!! I won, and god there were quite a bit of people watching us, and they were telling me how good i was, and it made me feel so good. I feel a boast of confidence in myself and i want to keep hanging out with friends and doing random things and such (and get drunk again, woo!!!).
In spite of how good i feel right now, i still feel like there is something missing in my life... A void, unexplainable by words, (well at least for me). I'm constantly trying to enjoy life, and have been successful in the past weeks, but i just can't shake this feeling of emptiness... I just wish for a significant other in my life, someone i can share my happiness with, someone i can tell my feelings to, someone who is willing to deal with all my faults... I'd treat her the best... i would always be there for her... i would give her any advice to the best of my ability... I'd love her, and be dedicated to none other than her...
I'm so happy with my life right now, i just have that tiny part of me that just feels so lonely... |
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